ok
but
no
if i ever meet eduardo saverin i will punch him in the face because WOW there are too many feelings right now
i know that i don’t blog about them very much anymore and i haven’t watched tsn in months and sometimes i get sad over the fact that they don’t spend time together
but i’m always going to have a stupidly sentimental place in my heart for andrew and jesse and there’s nothing i/you/anyone can do about it
andrew
are you
trying
to kill me
via markofthespiderman (originally mirroredappearance)
#and here I am looking at this old shit reminiscing about the good old days #I dont have time to reminisce #I didnt come on for this #god #I wonder if fandom can make tumblr go over capacity when Jesse and Andrew meet up #like imagine that they meet soon at that awards ceremony or like their out on a walk #and the paps catch them but this time andrew isnt bitch-facing #and jesse’s just laughing at the paps attempts to start convo #and andrew just grabs his arm and leads him away #can you imagine that #CAN#YOU
✒the really sad thing is that at the end of the day mark’s always alone ✒i think that’s why he liked sean so much ✒because sean drew people in ✒and he brought them to mark ✒so long as mark was standing next to sean he would always be in a crowd ✒and i think that was really appealing to mark after years and years of lonely offices ✒i think that by the depositions however ✒he recognizes that kind if intimacy as false ✒and has learned to value the quieter sort of friendships he’s cultivated: ✒playing darts with dustin ✒watching shark week with chris ✒at nineteen though? ✒i think being alone ✒was the worst thing he could imagine ✒being ‘nobody’ was the one thing he couldn’t stand ✒he sold out his friend because he couldn’t cope with being forgotten ✒even for a few hours ✒it was hell and it scared him and he panicked ✒years later he can finally deal with an empty room ✒but eduardo’s already gone ✒and now he’s realizing that for years and years ✒he’s been afraid of the wrong thing
